

i am the kind of person that always want to be like what other people expected
i am easy to have the desire to meet other people's needs
maybe because i am the eldest in my family so i always try to be like what my parents want me to be,
that high expectations that they put in me
until it makes me feel like i have to make other people satisfied too
even though i know that we cannot satisfy everyone
...i'm tired being like this...
i know that i am the one who are thinking too much
without knowing that people just want me to be me
hmm
i am too scared of criticism
too scared of being rejected
=.="
maybe i just have to ignore that feeling
i just have to be me
right?

p/s : actually this blog is about me, myself, my life, my friends, my opinion n my experiences
it is ALL about ME
so i really hope that u guys won't expect something informative, some sort of latest news, or anything that will make u guys interested to read it
*when i saw that my follower is increasing, i feel guilty because my blog is not something that have anything great like others n i repeat again this blog is only about ME n if any of u thinks that this blog is useless yes i admit it n i don't mind if u want to un-follow me..^_^*