reappears??
this entry is more about my feelings
so for those yang xnak buang masa, you don't have to scroll down :)
now rasa macam sangat geram
and sangat sakit hati
we used to be so close
everyday we keep taking care of each other
we share almost everything, problems, happy moments, secrets, anything
but after some time, something happened
yes, maybe my fault
but you are the one yang x ada initiative langsung untuk stand up for yourself and for me
that thing is really irritating
and benda tu berlarutan until I made decision to 'disappear' from you
then suddenly you contact me as usual
with just a word, sorry
you know what, stop saying sorry if your act is not like what you say
not long after that
pffttt
you are in relationship!
~congratulation from me~
cakap x serupa bikin
before that you are the one yang keep saying, "macam mana if ika kenal lelaki lain yang better la itu la ini la"
but now?
sape yang jumpa orang lain?
I'm far from being jealous
but what I feel right now is the feeling of betrayal
betrayed by your words
you are suppose to understand that when I ignore you,
you have to stop contacting me
because I don't care what happens to you anymore
benda ni dah lama jadi,
I know that
but doesn't mean I already forget everything
now
why you suddenly muncul balik?
kenapa nak inform where do you live?
sending sms with only my name?
ok, now you duduk dekat dengan my house so what?
nak jumpa?
sorry I'm not interested
if you read this,
you should realize that you are my past
I've wasting my time and my feelings for you
the scar that you give me will never fade away
just move on with your life
because I've move on with mine
mood : ~urgh~
call me rude
call me mean
I don't care
because I've gone through too much
benda ni dah lama jadi,
I know that
but doesn't mean I already forget everything
why you suddenly muncul balik?
call me rude
call me mean
I don't care
because I've gone through too much
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