


I used to be in love
sometimes it last for weeks or months or even years
but still
it will reach the end
no more chemistry, 3rd person, betrayed, or the feelings just gone
I used to think that I've had it enough
no more love after this
and
from time to time
my mind set just change me to be other person
I have no feelings anymore
I can't feel anything
I don't have the feeling of attraction too
hmm
sometimes
I just miss the feeling of falling in love again
the pounding feeling in my heart
the 180km/h hearbeat
or like popcorns that keep pop out inside my chest
the smile that will not fade away
I miss that
but I don't dare to let myself to be hurt again
mood : unknown....again =.="
p/s : maybe I'll just have to wait for the right person and the right time