a decision
sometimes you have to be selfish
that's life
there is time in your life that you have to make a decision
there are decisions that will make people like you or maybe hate you
I've tried my best to do anything that I have to do just because of one word
' tanggungjawab '
and Alhamdulillah I can say that I did try my best without giving any nonsense excuse or anything
luckily I have friends that always be with me
and with them, that 'journey' will always be a great memory that I ever have
I am really grateful to have all of you
I am not trying to escape from anything
but I am trying to escape from a question that I could be asked in future,
"Adakah kamu sudah menjalankan tanggungjawab kamu sebagai seorang .......... dengan sepenuhnya??"
I am lack of many things
tanggungjawab as a student
tanggungjawab as a daughter
and banyak lagi
x sanggup rasanya untuk pegang another tanggungjawab
maaf
just like pepatah Melayu
~ setiap yang mula mesti ada akhir nya ~
all decisions that I made
are totally what I wish since last semester
it's not that I want to escape from anything
it just for my own self
just to have some sort of peace in everything I do
whether while I'm studying, playing, or anything
without even have to think about something that may disturb that 'peace'
never be my intention to end everything that we used to have
and not my intention to be rude to anyone
I just hope that everything will be just like it used to be
maybe not for certain people
but
truthfully
I won't care about that
cause we'll never ever can satisfy each and every person in our life
right?
for my girls,
I hope that you guys will go through that 'journey' well
hope that everything will be great =]
and hope that everything will be just fine
I will always be here
^^
mood : wishing ~
I am really grateful to have all of you